Unconditional Friendship

♥

If you look carefully at the moon

You will see how its light is boon

Just like you ~ if I see your inner soul

I just go deep without control

A warm glow suffuse your face

Makes my heart beats in an uneven pace

Such a pleasant evening when you're with me

When you try to make me full of glee

Only you can truly appreciate how happy I feel

You are nothing but a lover of heart's steal

♥

Thanx for Comin Back

~ i'm glad u r back

i thought a year will come by n u wont think abut me

but u r here

my breath finally come back to me

~

i need u .. u r like a drug to me .. i just can't let u go

bcuz of u i'm a live again

i'm scared n i feel awkward at this moment

the steps through the second stage of friendship is so hard for me

i know u feel the same

it is strange .. !

i'll struggle keepin it cuz waitin for u was a nightmare

n welcomin u was a dream but it comes true

i love u n i'll always love u

u r the one n only copy of me

u r the one n only will be with me

u r the one n only ~

srsly im so sick

i cant take it anymore

u told me not to give up

we have a strong bond .. don't u remember ?!

i fed up with cryin

i can't take it anymore !!

i have to say it .. from the day i met u .. but i don't kno y i still can't

but i think its too late .. it is

u kno i love readin ur posts over n over .. cuz it heals my pain

but i don't want to write ur name in my list of memories

i hate myself

i want to die !!

that's it .. u wont come back

i'm over

I'm all alone

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" You won't cry for my absence, I know

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me? "

~

u r not wat u r

u've changed so much

u don't respect me as i used to

u don't care for me not anymore

u believe that all the girlz r the same

n u count me one of them

u don't even clear ur heart of all the feelingz u have

u've gone so long time

~

i'll just keep watchin u

u lost me here

n u never come back

u lost me here .. !

don't forget to take me with u

~

u wont come back for me i kno

u forgot me long ago

~

You don't feel me here, anymore ..

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I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

because I'm broken when I'm lonesome

and I don't feel right when you're gone away

you gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore

the worst is over now and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away

there's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

cause I'm broken when I'm open

and I don't feel like I am strong enough

cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

and I don't feel right when you're gone away

You don't feel me here, anymore

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...

I'm so tired of being here

suppressed by all my childish fears

n if u have to leave

i wish that u would just leave

cuz ur presence still lingers here

n it won't leave me alone

this wounds won't seem to heel

this pain is just to real

there's just too much that time cannot erase

when u cried i'd wipe away all of ur tears

when u scream i'd fight away all of ur fears

n i held ur hand through all of these years

but u still have

all of me

U used to captivate me

by ur resonating light

now i'm bound by the life u left behind

ur face it haunts

my once pleasant dreams

ur voice it chased away

all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heel

this pain is just too real

there's just too much that time cannot erase

when u cried i'd wipe away all of ur tears

when u scream i'd fight away all of ur fears

n i held ur hand through all of these years

but u still have

all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that u r gone

but though u r still with me

I've been alone all along

When u cried i'd wipe away all of ur tears

when u scream i'd fight away all of ur fears

n i held ur hand through all of these years

but u still have

all of ME

...

Sorry friendy

i'm srry i told u that.. u remember how much i love ur voice n ur way of talkin

i just was waitin 4 u, when dark said u both were sittin all the day long laughin yesterday n everyday n i said ill be there

i usually sleep at 11 or 12 but when i waited for u n him that time

he was busy n u too

i'm srry maybe it wasn't the right time to stay together

when the time came ...

u were sleepy n so do i

but i wanted to hear ur voice b4 i get to bed

long time i didn't hear u "singin"

maybe cuz u took long time b4 u start singin

so that i felt so sleepy but 4 real i didn't mean that

ill kill myself but not to hurt ur feelings

im so srry

i wish i have ur voice

n i would named myself by ur nme if i were a boy

maybe u feel bored that u always see me or sumthin

but we sacrifice for friendship even for small things that we don't care of

i don't care for myself

but i wont let u sleep "angry" cuz of me !

uk wat dark said to me b4 i left..

he said "u are both my idol in friendship"

we just made the half of the way, can u believe it ?!

let's complete the path plz

..

uk

don't worry i'm worthless n loveless

u just take care of urself

I am sorry ma friend

would u accept my apology ?